My head is still spinning from that conversation,I have been waking up thinking it was just my imagination running wild as usual …
Its been two weeks since you looked me in the eye and said we we’re no more…
That you did not see a future for us…I remember sitting there naively waiting to hear you out,
Happy that you finally wanted to talk,the thought of you ending things had never crossed my mind..
Sure we had some problems but which couple doesn’t?The recent financial pressure hadn’t been helping much..still I thought we were going to be fine.
We were in this for keeps,through good times and bad…
You’ve moved to a new city though and I moved to a new house,this is real..
I wake up everyday and go through the paces,my friends say I’m strong
I don’t see it though,my heart is crashed into tiny little pieces,
I don’t understand what happened,WHY it happened..
You seem like a stranger to me now and not the person who promised me forever,
All our dreams and plans for the future,gone ..
Your presence,your scent,gone…
I am left with memories that on most days I don’t know what to do with…
Was it real or make belief?
When did you decide we couldn’t work?
When did you decide you could live without me?
When will i get rid of this empty feeling you’ve left inside me?